The text for my poem is too long. Sorry! I’ll just include a few of my favorite parts.
“I can't decide if I'm obsessed or if I'm just terrified of you. I think it's an obsession and that terrifies me... Or is it an immense fear that makes me so obsessive? God dammit! See what I mean... You've got my thoughts so fucking twisted that I question every little thing!”
“Are you really even real? Maybe you're just my long lost imaginary friend... Maybe you haven't been lost at all and I've just completely blocked you out of my subconscious mind. I guess that could explain why you've been in every piece of my life.”
“Can I ever see the day where you're not by my side? Damn... I can't even begin to imagine what that'd feel like... I like to believe it would feel free, but maybe that lifted weight would leave me with an empty feeling... Either way, both of those fill me with anxiety.”
“Will you be here, or... I guess there, when I die? I kind of hope so, because that would mean you wouldn't be in someone else's life. Is that selfish of me?”
“You persuade us to believe in make belief, but the crazy thing is that we are the creators of the fantasy that we've made to believe.”
“P.S. I think I forgot to tell you that I fucking hate you...”
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Life…. Who said you have to do it alone?